violin played by itself

2010-03-29T19:22:00.001+08:00

actually i've moved!
so won't really be blogging here! (:
im havin my own private blog! (:

time to rest! (:

2010-01-21T11:42:00.003+08:00

not working today yeah! (: need some rest!
but gonna go out later meet girlfriends! OMG!
MISS THEM SO MANY MANY! (:
ok a few minutes ago someone sent me an email!
after reading the email i cn't stop laughing!
like seriously damn funny! especially one of them!
A cat falls into a puddle and a rooster starts to laugh.
what is the morale of the story? a wet pussy makes a happy cock!!!!
hahas haha hahahs! i can't stop laughing reading tis joke!
myy godddd! i knw it some so wrong but still sometimes
some people just need a certain form of entertainment!
hahas hahas hahas i posted it on fb! (:
happy reading n do like it! (: i wonder which crapo invented that! (:
he must b one goooddd damn joker!
any yeah btw i received quite a few email regarding the help out!
i wanna thanks everyone who is giving their support!
thank you! terima kasih! xie xie! nandri! (:
hahas hahas hahas hahas hahas!
btw i have no idea wad to get! IPHONE or ITOUCH?!
OMG! iphone will soon come out will 4 gs! itouch is coming out 64gb!
shit mann! i hate it! i hate it! haiz! like seriously!
my godd! it's so damn hard! arghh hate it so much!
btw gonna be damn busy soon!
need to get my skilled prepared for a pack busy day!
WOAH! hard yeah! i will soon upload my workplace pictures! (:
so be prepared innocent lives!
vday coming! & tis year clashed with chinese new year!
wad else can i ask for??? hahas hahas hahas hahas (:
ok la superly duperly love everyone! (:
need to do some housekeeping now! (:
& btw i dun why im in love with flowers! (:

HELP NEEDED!

2010-01-19T22:47:00.003+08:00

an indian guy who is fluent in speaking chinese?
IMPRESSIVE!
a pair of little handsome good-looking naughty twins?
ADORABLE!
an all favourite bootlicker?
TAT'S UNNECESSARY!
morning seems to b just perfect! (:
with funny incident! smiling my way to work...hahas hahas hahas!
really damn bored! but super tired rite now! really!
watch avatar 3d a few days back! n yeah! the show was power pack!
love it! love it! love it very much!
if there is other opportunity i wanna go watch again! (:

ok rite now im really planning!
im saving money!
i wanna do a good deed! so i need help!
planning to buy 111 stalk of sunflowers! wanna give it to old folks home!
but i need a helping hand! come on people we can all do tis tgt!
like seriously! we should all do a good deed!
let do it tgt! (: just email me!
subject! VOLUNTEERING! (:
OK! tired now! wanna rest! but need to make a quick hp call to cuzzin jubes!
so yah! after dat wanna sleep start work early tmr!
but end at 5 so yeah! can rest after dat! (:

loves loves people! (:

2010-01-15T16:08:00.003+08:00

im really disappointed wit myself!
nt getting myself into e course dat i wnt!
shit man!! i hate it so much! y do they only have jan intake???
can't they have april intake too for dat particular course???
myy god! shit mann! really mad at myself! :(
wadever la! im damn pissed off n damn upset wit myself! :(
rite now i just want to strive & work hard for myself! (:
not going to think abt anithing else! (:
i want to do e best! (:P tis is for myself not anyone else!

i really never expect an sms to come frm all of u.
i appreciate ur advise but guys i hope u all appreciate my advise too.
stop wadever u all r doin. game's over.
dun hurt ppl feelings anymore.
i know u guys wannna knw e reason y i've stp playin e game rite?

its becoz tis game hurt my feeling too much!
& it hurt e feeling of those who i loved so much!
i just cant bare to keep on lying to them.
it is just not me. i feel truely guilt to play out wit ppl feelings.
wad goes around comes around.
im not born to cheat ppl feels! im not!
i hope u guys understand y all tis happen.
im not tryin to betray u guys but i just wnt u guys to tink bck.
tink bck abt everything. seriously. wake up from ur lalala land.
get bck into life. moved on. & b happy wad u have (:

2010-01-13T17:55:00.005+08:00

speechless.

2010-01-11T22:14:00.003+08:00

one word to describe. HORRIBLE.
i can't make it to e course that i wnt.
i have decided.
to go where i wnt to go even if it takes me a longer route.
i wnt to achieve something in my life.
even if it takes me a million step to overcome e obstacles.
failing doesn't mean e end in life.
it's actually a start of of a brand new journey.
a journey to discover dat in life dere is choices.
disappointment. throw aside everything.
thinking abt work nw.
im tired. no mood. complete blinded with everything.
i wanna quickly moved on.

supernatural.fear.

2010-01-10T13:05:00.005+08:00

an undescriable moment.
truely felt lost over wad had happen yesterday.
clueless. confused.
an event which change my life.
a sudden impact. a true event.
i was having lots of funn in e afternoon.
superly funn. went to open house. visit different booth.
ask so many question. meet old friends. hugs & kisses.
made up my mind. pray hard to godd. (:
but it all started to change. after bbq.
2305
was abt to go home. sha n d other nana sent me to e bus stop.
they walked bck to e bbq pit n left me alone with some other ppl i dun knw.
334 came. everyone tooked e bus n left me by myself all alone.
no car. no bus. nobody.
2311
total silence. wind breeze started. felt a sudden coldness.
from the otherside i saw something standing at e staircase.
i ignore. i pretend to see nothing.
but i just can't do it.
2320
suddenly a tree shake vigorously.
i close my eyes n pray to godd. i turn to my right.
to my worst nightmare i saw tat.
my leg shaking n i wanted to shout for help but im just to weak for it.
i started running & taking out my phone to try calling for help.soon
call ika bt nobody pick up. soon sha gave me a call.
told her to cme pick me up at dat block. they turn up bt didn't see me.
my fear was conquering myself.
i ran quickly after i reliased dat they walk away frm me.
shouting like a mad dog for their name. they still ignore.
ran over. started cryin. hug them. speechless.
that all i can describe. i totally lost of words.
everyone try to come me down. i was tryin to control my fears.
i truely did. tryin my best nt to show my fear. i control.
but i was just too weak. really weak.
lost track of time.
i close my eyes hard. prayin dat it will nt bother me.
one auntie came. hold my hand hard. ask me to hold a stick.
at first i thought it was just an ordinary stick.
but out of a sudden e stick bcome really hott.
can't hold ani longer. just let go. it like a burning sensation.
den i realised my hand was burnin. OMG!
i quickly let go of the thing. tis moment i feel weak n just collapsed.
after dat im clueless n confused over wad happen.
e next thing i know.
0345
i was lying flat on e floor. my eyes were a killer.
my hair was in a mess. im perspiring. i was crying.
my uncle was by my side. & everyone was staring at me.
my eyes filled wit tears. to everyone im sorry over wad happen.
if im rude. im sorry. if i hit u hard im sorry.
tis wad i can say. e rest if u guys wnt to knw ask personally.

i learnt a few things. tis really teach me a bad lesson.

wuullalalal (:

2010-01-07T20:38:00.003+08:00

i wanna go poly open house! but nobody wanna acc me go! haiz!
im tired today! no customer! really bored! OMG!
O LEVEL RESULT IS COMING! EleventJanuaryTwentyTen!
myy godd! can't take off that day! need to go work in e morning!
SHAIT MAN! OH MYY GOD! HAIZ!
nahh its ok! wad ever e result is im gonna accept it! (:
but i really hope dat i will get to enter course that im interested in! (:
change my blog song! (: i wanna b a happy girl!
don't wanna be sad & look back at things! (:
gonna enjoy my last few days! i love my work!
the people im with really funn! (:
wanna do something to my hair but don't yet! (:
i think i wanna ut then rebond my hair! (: wonder if its gonna be ugly!
hahas hahas hahas nvrmind! as long as im happy with it can liao! (:
there isn't any reason to listen to wad ppl say!
coz their critics are just just their jealousy! (:
be more positive in life! (:
hahas hahas hahas crappin!
i wanna buy new shoe! im shoe is retarded! (:
anybody wanna sponsored? (: hahas hahas hahas (:
ok la need to bath & going for dinner after dat
wanna rest my tired hott eyes! hahas hahas hahas hahas hahas hahas
im gonna laugh & smile my way to the bathroom rite now! (:

with love & sincerity aynaa (:

memories.

2010-01-06T22:49:00.006+08:00

today best of the best! we are standing tall looking in the future!
missing something in life? go & reach out for it!
be the one person who should be loved! forever!
06/01/2010! its today date! im still trying my best to get over it!
i know!
i need to give back everything in order for me to forget everything abt u!
i should do tis!
im stopin time!
i pausing it!
& im trying my best to fast forward it!
i can do tis! i believed in thousand rain drop that drop from the skies!
the grass is always greener on the other side! (:
and ya btw i saw this video! OMG! shit man! seriously damn!
this video happen during countdown! & wad worst!
everyone could just stare & record it!
no one even help the helpless woman! OMG PEOPLE WAD ARE YOU GUYS THINKING?!

lastly im damn tired! i wanna sleep! (: everyone lets go and sleep! (:
goodnite humans of the world! (: (:

oh ya i forgot new picture will be upload soon! (:
with love & sincerity aynaa (:

tired = happiness (:

2010-01-04T22:08:00.005+08:00

tired = happiness!
hahas superly duperly happy!
first customer super cute!
i want tis that & those!
here i pay $1000!
but ur item only worth $230!
OMG! i just realised!
sir i have no change!
quickly rush up! exchange $1000 into small change!
hahas haahs rush down & give him the change! $770!
hahas haahs hahas crap! superly crap!
but seriously!
today customer really gettin on my ass!
hahas haahs haahs but over all im really do have fun running around!
get flower! charge cards & transact payment!
hahas ahahs haahs! love touching & smell fresh flower! (:
i really do! love the nature! landscape!
if i culd! i wanna get intop lanscape course when im in poly!
poly open house soon! i wanna go! but no one acc me! :(
im so sad! superly sad! madly sad! haiyo!
i moved on! really moved on!
ppl! should i get an IPHONE or ITOUCH?!
i can't really made up my mine!
haiz! :( im so sad! over things that happen recently!
hmm shall not say things up!

but listen if you think by telling ppl how bad i am!
reflect on yourself dat you was one of them who did all those things too!
so don't bossy around abt things!
seriouslyly it's unnecessary to comment!!

010110.

2010-01-01T21:14:00.002+08:00

argh! damn! my back really hurts!
just had a bad fall! hit my backbone n rite now havin difficulties to lie down.
like seriously it was raining & the floor was at e bus stop!
i slipped n fall! nobody saw dat! LUCKY! hmm.....
010110! today date! its first jan! im lucky to b celebrating with my peepos!
yesterdae was awesome! we were all like retards! hahas hahas!
watch fireworks at esp dere! den when over n meet some friends at raffles!
i wanna complain! police officers who r on duty! LOVE TO GIVE WRONG INFORMATION!
like seriouslly! we walked damn far n den we have to u turn! MY GODD!
tired ok! after dat when lau pa sat! eat eat eat!
i ate paper tosei n to my greatest shock tis happen!
i was askin the uncle how much was it coz dere isn't any price stated!
tis is wad he reply! how much you wanna pay just go ahead and pay!
in my mind was like uncle u mean even if i pay 50 cents u gonna accept it???
hahas hahas hahas i was really shocking ok! never expect dat kinda answer!
but i pay 2 bucks for my tosei la! (:
second thing i wanna complain!
LAU PA SAT HAS A BAD SMELL! REALLY! SERIOUSLY!
hahas hahas hahas ok la after we when bck to raffles! sit dere till 4 am!
talk cock! took pictures but guys sorry pictures r nt with me! HUMPH!
unfair! i was really jealous yesterdae!
turn left! turn right! look infront! turn back! alot of people was carrying camera!
so jealous! mummy daddy can i have canon eos pls? hahas hahas hahas!
reach home around 5 n went to sleep! immediately!
woke up at 730am! to get ready for work!
like horrible! i slept only like wad 2 1/2 hrs only!!!
omg tired tired! super tired! having cock eye now! really!
tmr nid to work but yah lucky tmr start at 12! hahas hahas hahas!
i wanna upload picture but can't!
mad mad! super mad! how i wish yesterdae nite we could watch fireworks tgt!
yeah! bothof us! i know it sound so weird but true! i wish dat could happen!
as the fireworks was shoots out into the skies! i cried!
think about you & me! how we used to be! all my lies! all the heart ache!
all those phone calls! messages! chat!
when i think all about it tears start running like a tap!
but i control! putting a front brave! i know between the 2 of us we are nothing!
and we should remain dat way! i know dat! hmm ok la let stop talkin abt it!
coz its no use! time to moved on! whole day at work was really sleepy!
keep on falling asleep! cannot take it!
now reach home can't sleep! shit man!
hmm ok la im tryin to forget abt it & going to bed!

with love & sincerity aynaa (:
& ya was browsing e internet & this few picture catches my attention!
very sincere & pure! (:
but i cant' upload it! :(
SUPER SADD RITE NOW! :(

T.R.T.J

2009-12-31T17:27:00.006+08:00

as time flies a new chapter will begin in less then 12 hours...
counting down to those time...
memories will be memories..wad have been done can't be undone.
now wad is important is to moved on & live e life we shuld deserved! (:
it's kinda hard to pretend that nothing has happen...
tiffiny, riley, tiana & joy
i hope u guys realised wad u all have done n put a stop to it.
don't break anymore heart please. coz it really hurts.
i realised & im determine to change.
all of you shuld stop wad you all are doing!
coz when you are stuck to e one person
it will be hard to let go & to tell the truth it hurts even more.
so please. live ur life e way you want it.
ppl will accept for who u are! nt bcoz of ur looks!
i learnt tis from my mistake!
if the person really love you, he would not care how you look like.
he will accept you for who you are not how you look like.
be true to urself. no point of hiding. everyone make mistake.
we shuld admit & learnt from our mistake.
ppl will surely forgive us is only dat
if we do have the courage to ask for their forgiveness.
so i guess you guys shuld be true to yourself.

tiffiny : your mum truelly love you SO pls go home
& celebrate tis joyful occasion tgt with her.

riley : somebody still looking for you. i think you should show your true self.
don't be afraid. he is a nice guy. he won't get mad at you.
i think he would understand if you could explain to him.
i believed he would forgive you for all the things you have done to him.
if shaz can forgive me why can't him rite?

joy : your grandma called me yesterday. asking me if you are with me.
i say no. she started crying. begging me to find u.
joy please think abt your grandma. she love you.
sometimes adult intend to shout at us
without them realizing that their words are actually hurting us.
they are doing this so that we can wake up
& realised tat we r wasting time and we shuld grow up.
they care & love us tat why they are doiing dat.

tiana : nobody steals him from you. it is you who change and made him rum away from you. your attitude change. your manners slowly fades.

i know rite know you guys are thinking im just a bitch who betrayed all of you!
but heyy i just wanna let you guys know
dat one day you guys will thank me for doing this.
i know you guys have been checking out my blog.
i also know that you guys been blocking me on msn. its ok.
i don't mind. but i just hope that this brand new year
all of you can put in the effort to changes.
lastly i wish all of you a HAPPY BRAND NEW YEAR!
to me it will be. (:

e end of e year. (:

2009-12-31T10:56:00.007+08:00

today marks e end of 2009!
tis year my life has been like a roller coaster ride!
theres ups & down! joy & laughter! hate & love! all of them!
but thank god everything is back to normal!
i know tis year i've been such a horrible person!
really no jokes! :( my mistake i don't think ppl can forgive me!
but thank god! he do forgive me i guess!
hmmm....life is like a river! it will cut through when it meet an obstacle!
life also can be beautiful when e right person came into our life!
they paint it with 100 thousand different colours!
how beautiful! tis year has also been a rough year for me!
keep on falling sick! its irritating!
wad more this year i lost a few of my love ones! :(
tis year too i took my first o level! i guess i can't make it!
well i know i study hard hard but i too know that i can't make it!
haiz....i should have nvr thought of doing such things!
im once again sorry! made u wasted ur time so much!
when i knew you could have a better person in your life!
i hope you are not mad at me! i hope so too! (:
i hope you did forgive me for all that i have done! (:
i know you would not read tis but still...i'm here to ask you for forgiveness!
if you can't forgive me i understand but pls dun bear any grudges towards me!
i guess u wouldn't even wanna b my friends...yes i know!
but dun worry i will pass you back all the things you gave to me....
or should i say ade! all those things that is meant for ade....
hmmm....dun worry i will do it!
but too bad it's all too late....
we don't have e strength to turn back d time!
i just wish you would find somebody who is much better!
while im tryin to forget everything i just can't!
i just can't find e way to let go of you...
but don't worry i will keep my distance from you...
you should go n get your brazillian gf! hahas haahs go! go! go!

it has been a long post but no matter wad it's all worth written.
not workin today & im goin to watch fireworks wit peepoooss!
so ya at esp (: so ppl see me must wave & say hi at me! (:
or better still from far away show NANA! hahas hahas hahas (:
wait OMG! SCHEDULE CHECK! IM WORKING TMR!
OH MANN! i wanna enjoy my new year! how to like dat!
tis irritating man! oh mann! haiyo! suddenly feel tired to work!
but nah its ok tmr work till 7! (:
i dun mind come back home can rest! (:
can sleep tightly! (:
how i wish i could received a message from you right now!
or even better a phone call!
or give me a surprise by dropping by at my work place tmr!
and sent me bck home! hahas haahs hahas! wishful thinking!

BUSY!

2009-12-29T10:06:00.002+08:00

OMG! OMG! OMG!
been really busy lately ith work! :(
tired! tired! tired! :(
need rest! need rest! need rest!
but nah its ok! im going to have tmr! yeah! (:
but new year day im work! LOL! (:
will be watching fire works at esplannneedd! (:
yeah but no date yet! :( hahas hahas hahas
ok ok nid to go off now! (:
will be startin work at around 12 so nid to bath now!
ok la tonight then continue to blog! (:

a day at work (:

2009-12-22T20:28:00.004+08:00

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I'm officially missing you (:
OMG! IM TIRED. (:
WORKING WAS FUN!
GAGO 1 & 2 was really entertaining!(:
really learn! but i need to learnt more things (:
nt giving up!
i made a big mistake!
i never charged the credit card of the customer!
OMG! le! :( when matt told me i was like OMG!
how! how! how! :(
i was really scare that im going to get fired! :(
hahas hahas met boss today (:
damn im tired! saw tis boyy at werk place kinda cute! (:
hahas hahas hahas but we nvr talked!
nt even smile at hiim! GOSH! how?
nah its ok! (: can't b bothered! (:(:
ok la need to rest tmr still working! (: hahas hahas hahas (:
ok goodnites (:

it a sunday

2009-12-20T15:20:00.003+08:00

ok beybeh! i got a job! (:
wooohhhoooo! HAPPY GILE! (:
startin work tmr! so excited! (: yeah ppl!
ok hornys lailai support me! come come buy flowers from me! (:
HAHAHAHAH! but must go thomson there AND order! (:
i will b workin from 8 - 5 pm HAAHAHAHA ok la not so bad!
went for interview yesterdae n immediately gt e job! (:
will b workin at the retails. n totatllay excited abt it! (:
HAHAHAHAH!
good deal! (: CHRISTMAS COMING!
shuld be very busy! (:
so sorry all babes can't make it for this Wednesday nites out!
my bet! next time we shuld go out tgt! (:
woootttssss! hahaahehehe!
todae wake up early accompany mum go market!
see so gooodd! had breakfast but feel like vomitting after eatin!
did some shopping in e market then went home (:
fall sleep! n now stucked at home while its raining outside.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!(:

CYCLE!

2009-12-17T23:07:00.003+08:00

cycling! (:
yeah we did cycling today! (: n im tired rite nw! (:
went ECP! had lots of FUN! damn it! (:
althought it was raining bt it totally rock my dae! (:
eat so much today! gained weight again! (: hahas hahas
i dn care! (: hmm ok wad shall i do tmr!
oh ya btw GOOD LUCK to everyone
who taking Ns LEVEL RESULT TMR! (:
make e good & wise decision!
dun just choose bcoz u feel like doin so! (:
u must have a reason! n most importantly!
dn tink abt wad ppl gonna say! make e rite decision!
hahas haahs hahas ok ok la!
damn tired nid to rest! (:

missing.

2009-12-16T21:44:00.004+08:00

resume send! hope i cn get a job asap! (:
loves loves. haiz damn bored at hme.
i change number. yeah.yeah. (:
ok ok tmr shall i go fishing or cycling? i dn knw!
seriously! hmmm i wanna fish bt dn knw who to go wit!
nvrmind i slowly think!
wanna watch sunrise too! haiz bt edward nt here! miss miss.
come bck quickly.
ilah! i wanna bbq picture! :( hw cme i cnt find u in fb???
WEIRD! NVRMIND!
k la im tired. bt wait yesterdae was like OMG! SHIT!
was talkin on e hp wit matin!
i was damn sleepy dat i suddenly say I LOVE YOU to him!
i was suddenly brightly awake when he rply I LOVE YOU TOO!
OMG! SHIT SHIT SHIT! im just scare dat feelings will grow between e 2 of us.
i don't want tat to happen! let not give hope to each other!
im sorry! i'm still in love with someone else!
hmm k la! im tired!

times flies.

2009-12-15T15:27:00.008+08:00

hahas hahas its been long ever since i updated (:
sorry sorry! been really buzy with stuff actually! (:
helpin my friend to set up her online shopping blogshop!
hahas hahas come support people! (: need to find myself a job asap!
no money cannot spent haiz! i wanna go out!
have funn! miss all my secondary sch mates!
sinead! we shuld go out tgt! (:
hahas hahas hahas seriously lots of catching up to b done! (:
for e past few weeks was great! snow city with guides!
woohhhooo! i love snow! (:
at last my wish came thru! playyy with snnowwwww! (:
bbq with family! (:
i wanna bbq for myself pls? (:
anybody wanna sponsor? hahas hahas jk jk!
i miss jackson! (:
can u cme bck early n celebrate christmas with me?
because nobody is willing to spent christmas tgt wit me!
las vegas must b great? long time nvr talked to each other!
miss webcam wit ya! we shuld do dat often! (:
super super badly badly sad! :(
talked to matin yesterdae! (:
hahas hahas we had a chat like super retartdedly!
long time nvr chat! n dat happen! (:
ok la upload pics time nw! (: yeah yeah! (:
but bbq pics nt received yet! sorry (:

UNBELIEVABLE!

2009-11-17T22:27:00.004+08:00

ok just finished eatin dinner! (:
im full! (: today the whole nvr eat anything! (: GOSH! (:
dun really feel hungry though! (:
after tat ask mummy to cook something special! (:
hahas hahas i finished the whole bowl! (:
hahas hahas hahas but the best thing is!
was abt to pour lychee in cup but accidentally pour it on my plate!
kor kor keep on laughin! coz it became like lychee soup!
my rice taste sweet! (: LYCHEE FLAVOUR! digusting!
whole today stay at home & do some cleaning! YES!
UNBELIEVABLE! BUT TRUE! (: IT'S THE FACT! (:
I CLEAN! (: hahas hahas hahas my room is now clean! (:
yeah yeah yeah! now can have a peaceful mind about finding job! (:
ok la im tired! (: woke up early and clean the room! :(

I WANT TO SLEEP! (:

webcam madness. (:

2009-11-14T23:40:00.005+08:00

did some webcam (: hurray hurray my webcam works (:
more photo will be uploaded in facebook (:

EDWARD (:

2009-11-14T12:29:00.004+08:00

arghh!
just woke up (: didn't really have a good night rest yesterday night! :(
whole body aching rite now. GOSH! TIRED! TIRED! TIRED!
slept around 4 am of coz la! HAIZ!
yesterday webcam wit edward! GOSH I MISS YOU EDWARD! (:
he wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY! atleast he still remember! (:
edward enjoy your trip in venice okay? (:
come back must buy me lots of stuff (:
hahas hahas hahas hahas haahs (:
then after tat watch paranomal acitivity (:
GOSH! the movie was like scary la! (: the sound effects all!
hahas hahas hahas hahas hahas (: HAIZ...im damn bored sitting at home now!
need to quickly find job & start working! (:
need to! need to! need to! (:
oklah ltr on going out to meet cousin! (: kinda miss them (:
haahs ahas hahas hhahas my gum hurts! :(
PAIN PAIN PAIN SUPER PAIN! :( :( :(

a mark of something new (:

2009-11-11T23:47:00.005+08:00

today mark a few things!
firstly it marks the end of my 5 year education in HENDERSON (:
IM DONE WITH O LEVEL (:
& secondly it mark tat im a year older & there is some responsibility i should take (:
taking up responsibility is not as simple as ABC! (:
today was disappointing to knw a few stuff :(
when i reach home today i just cry badly :(
i just dun know why :(
like seriously i dun want to mention names :(
but my family really make my day (:
reach home i was so upset & when i was online on fb
kor kor wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY then ask me why so moody? :(
i just oh nothing la....jus a few misunderstanding happen...
i mean like seriously im jus upset over things & im controlling it in my heart
nah its okay...they can say wadever they want! but i know im
better then them (:
firstly i would like to thank baby zzz (:
he gave me a call directly at 12 and sing me a birthday song
how cute & nice of u to sing for me (: hahas hahas
matin message (: i never expected a message from hiim wishin me happy birthday (:
i thought after our arguement we are not going to talk to each other anymore...
i thought u already delete my number coz u hate me so much :(
abt forgiving u i dun know yet...maybe not now
(: then ruben (: scot (: my two friend (: & everyone else (:
for those who wish in on FACEBOOK (: love u guys lots la (:
some people we need to do some catching up (:
ok ok (: now currently searching forjobs (:
anybody??? any recommendation?(:
jus beep me or leave a message to me (:

ok lay till here (: need some rest rite now (:

♥♥yours truely with love & sincerity....AYNAA

my true CONFESSION...♥♥

2009-09-24T23:42:00.006+08:00

dun know why am i feelin this way....
sometimes i just feel like havin him for my own
but at times i just think tat i'm stealin someone else happiness...
gosh why am i in love with someone else boyfriend?!?!?! why????
this is the greatest sins i have ever committed in my fairytale love story

♥♥yours truely with love & sincerity....

newmOOnADDICTION!

2009-09-24T18:59:00.004+08:00

Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night.
Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason…
And then you shot across my sky like a meteor.
Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty.
When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon,
everything went black.
Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light.
I couldn’t see the stars anymore.
And there was no more reason for anything.

this morning had biology paper...GOSH i screw everything ups!
ECOSYSTEM! TATS e MAIN TOPIC!
......end everything up...had breakfast with ika (: KFC!
then walked around bought for smeone (: hahas hahas hahas (:
went back hme! reach hme directly go & sleep!
was super super sleepy! woke up round 3 (:
ppd 2 go to work! (: but ended up get kick & return back hme! :(
WASTE MY ABSOLUTE TIME! (:
now bloggin! (: gosh one thing! we sms! hahas hahas (:
love tat boyy so much!
okay okay need to get back to ass! STUDY TIME! (:

will rock the night tgt.....alone

2009-09-23T18:27:00.007+08:00

hahas hahas hahas...longtime never blog (:
back to bloggin right nw (:
really miss bloggin like shit...
okay (: hmmm...for the past few days nvr blog
i fall sick! supposedly go relative hme
but nvr did! fall sick so cnt go! :(
GOSH! JUST RECOVER! (: TMR ppr!
need to study! otherwise fail! :)

BUCKED UP IDIOT! WAKE UP! (:

didn't talked much today...dun know why
i just feel tat we r drifting apart...why is this so????
maybe both of us r busy....busy with our own life till we forget....
forget tat there is someone we love waiting for us......

boyy i hope will rock the night tgt....alone
i love you yes i do (:

unnecessary comment (:

2009-09-20T02:06:00.004+08:00

ouch tat's hurt
all your words are unbareable
you hurt me again :(
just leave me alone!
tears running like a razor blade.....you broke my heart yet again....