actually i've moved!
so won't really be blogging here! (:
im havin my own private blog! (:

not working today yeah! (: need some rest!
but gonna go out later meet girlfriends! OMG!
MISS THEM SO MANY MANY! (:
ok a few minutes ago someone sent me an email!
after reading the email i cn't stop laughing!
like seriously damn funny! especially one of them!
A cat falls into a puddle and a rooster starts to laugh.
what is the morale of the story? a wet pussy makes a happy cock!!!!
hahas haha hahahs! i can't stop laughing reading tis joke!
myy godddd! i knw it some so wrong but still sometimes
some people just need a certain form of entertainment!
hahas hahas hahas i posted it on fb! (:
happy reading n do like it! (: i wonder which crapo invented that! (:
he must b one goooddd damn joker!
any yeah btw i received quite a few email regarding the help out!
i wanna thanks everyone who is giving their support!
thank you! terima kasih! xie xie! nandri! (:
hahas hahas hahas hahas hahas!
btw i have no idea wad to get! IPHONE or ITOUCH?!
OMG! iphone will soon come out will 4 gs! itouch is coming out 64gb!
shit mann! i hate it! i hate it! haiz! like seriously!
my godd! it's so damn hard! arghh hate it so much!
btw gonna be damn busy soon!
need to get my skilled prepared for a pack busy day!
WOAH! hard yeah! i will soon upload my workplace pictures! (:
so be prepared innocent lives!
vday coming! & tis year clashed with chinese new year!
wad else can i ask for??? hahas hahas hahas hahas (:
ok la superly duperly love everyone! (:
need to do some housekeeping now! (:
& btw i dun why im in love with flowers! (:

an indian guy who is fluent in speaking chinese?
IMPRESSIVE!
a pair of little handsome good-looking naughty twins?
ADORABLE!
an all favourite bootlicker?
TAT'S UNNECESSARY!
morning seems to b just perfect! (:
with funny incident! smiling my way to work...hahas hahas hahas!
really damn bored! but super tired rite now! really!
watch avatar 3d a few days back! n yeah! the show was power pack!
love it! love it! love it very much!
if there is other opportunity i wanna go watch again! (:


ok rite now im really planning!
im saving money!
i wanna do a good deed! so i need help!
planning to buy 111 stalk of sunflowers! wanna give it to old folks home!
but i need a helping hand! come on people we can all do tis tgt!
like seriously! we should all do a good deed!
let do it tgt! (: just email me!
subject! VOLUNTEERING! (:
OK! tired now! wanna rest! but need to make a quick hp call to cuzzin jubes!
so yah! after dat wanna sleep start work early tmr!
but end at 5 so yeah! can rest after dat! (:

loves loves people! (:

im really disappointed wit myself!
nt getting myself into e course dat i wnt!
shit man!! i hate it so much! y do they only have jan intake???
can't they have april intake too for dat particular course???
myy god! shit mann! really mad at myself! :(
wadever la! im damn pissed off n damn upset wit myself! :(
rite now i just want to strive & work hard for myself! (:
not going to think abt anithing else! (:
i want to do e best! (:P tis is for myself not anyone else!



i really never expect an sms to come frm all of u.
i appreciate ur advise but guys i hope u all appreciate my advise too.
stop wadever u all r doin. game's over.
dun hurt ppl feelings anymore.
i know u guys wannna knw e reason y i've stp playin e game rite?

its becoz tis game hurt my feeling too much!
& it hurt e feeling of those who i loved so much!
i just cant bare to keep on lying to them.
it is just not me. i feel truely guilt to play out wit ppl feelings.
wad goes around comes around.
im not born to cheat ppl feels! im not!
i hope u guys understand y all tis happen.
im not tryin to betray u guys but i just wnt u guys to tink bck.
tink bck abt everything. seriously. wake up from ur lalala land.
get bck into life. moved on. & b happy wad u have (:

one word to describe. HORRIBLE.
i can't make it to e course that i wnt.
i have decided.
to go where i wnt to go even if it takes me a longer route.
i wnt to achieve something in my life.
even if it takes me a million step to overcome e obstacles.
failing doesn't mean e end in life.
it's actually a start of of a brand new journey.
a journey to discover dat in life dere is choices.
disappointment. throw aside everything.
thinking abt work nw.
im tired. no mood. complete blinded with everything.
i wanna quickly moved on.

an undescriable moment.
truely felt lost over wad had happen yesterday.
clueless. confused.
an event which change my life.
a sudden impact. a true event.
i was having lots of funn in e afternoon.
superly funn. went to open house. visit different booth.
ask so many question. meet old friends. hugs & kisses.
made up my mind. pray hard to godd. (:
but it all started to change. after bbq.
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was abt to go home. sha n d other nana sent me to e bus stop.
they walked bck to e bbq pit n left me alone with some other ppl i dun knw.
334 came. everyone tooked e bus n left me by myself all alone.
no car. no bus. nobody.
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total silence. wind breeze started. felt a sudden coldness.
from the otherside i saw something standing at e staircase.
i ignore. i pretend to see nothing.
but i just can't do it.
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suddenly a tree shake vigorously.
i close my eyes n pray to godd. i turn to my right.
to my worst nightmare i saw tat.
my leg shaking n i wanted to shout for help but im just to weak for it.
i started running & taking out my phone to try calling for help.soon
call ika bt nobody pick up. soon sha gave me a call.
told her to cme pick me up at dat block. they turn up bt didn't see me.
my fear was conquering myself.
i ran quickly after i reliased dat they walk away frm me.
shouting like a mad dog for their name. they still ignore.
ran over. started cryin. hug them. speechless.
that all i can describe. i totally lost of words.
everyone try to come me down. i was tryin to control my fears.
i truely did. tryin my best nt to show my fear. i control.
but i was just too weak. really weak.
lost track of time.
i close my eyes hard. prayin dat it will nt bother me.
one auntie came. hold my hand hard. ask me to hold a stick.
at first i thought it was just an ordinary stick.
but out of a sudden e stick bcome really hott.
can't hold ani longer. just let go. it like a burning sensation.
den i realised my hand was burnin. OMG!
i quickly let go of the thing. tis moment i feel weak n just collapsed.
after dat im clueless n confused over wad happen.
e next thing i know.
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i was lying flat on e floor. my eyes were a killer.
my hair was in a mess. im perspiring. i was crying.
my uncle was by my side. & everyone was staring at me.
my eyes filled wit tears. to everyone im sorry over wad happen.
if im rude. im sorry. if i hit u hard im sorry.
tis wad i can say. e rest if u guys wnt to knw ask personally.


i learnt a few things. tis really teach me a bad lesson.