as time flies a new chapter will begin in less then 12 hours...
counting down to those time...
memories will be memories..wad have been done can't be undone.
now wad is important is to moved on & live e life we shuld deserved! (:
it's kinda hard to pretend that nothing has happen...
tiffiny, riley, tiana & joy
i hope u guys realised wad u all have done n put a stop to it.
don't break anymore heart please. coz it really hurts.
i realised & im determine to change.
all of you shuld stop wad you all are doing!
coz when you are stuck to e one person
it will be hard to let go & to tell the truth it hurts even more.
so please. live ur life e way you want it.
ppl will accept for who u are! nt bcoz of ur looks!
i learnt tis from my mistake!
if the person really love you, he would not care how you look like.
he will accept you for who you are not how you look like.
be true to urself. no point of hiding. everyone make mistake.
we shuld admit & learnt from our mistake.
ppl will surely forgive us is only dat
if we do have the courage to ask for their forgiveness.
so i guess you guys shuld be true to yourself.

tiffiny : your mum truelly love you SO pls go home
& celebrate tis joyful occasion tgt with her.

riley : somebody still looking for you. i think you should show your true self.
don't be afraid. he is a nice guy. he won't get mad at you.
i think he would understand if you could explain to him.
i believed he would forgive you for all the things you have done to him.
if shaz can forgive me why can't him rite?

joy : your grandma called me yesterday. asking me if you are with me.
i say no. she started crying. begging me to find u.
joy please think abt your grandma. she love you.
sometimes adult intend to shout at us
without them realizing that their words are actually hurting us.
they are doing this so that we can wake up
& realised tat we r wasting time and we shuld grow up.
they care & love us tat why they are doiing dat.

tiana : nobody steals him from you. it is you who change and made him rum away from you. your attitude change. your manners slowly fades.

i know rite know you guys are thinking im just a bitch who betrayed all of you!
but heyy i just wanna let you guys know
dat one day you guys will thank me for doing this.
i know you guys have been checking out my blog.
i also know that you guys been blocking me on msn. its ok.
i don't mind. but i just hope that this brand new year
all of you can put in the effort to changes.
lastly i wish all of you a HAPPY BRAND NEW YEAR!
to me it will be. (:

today marks e end of 2009!
tis year my life has been like a roller coaster ride!
theres ups & down! joy & laughter! hate & love! all of them!
but thank god everything is back to normal!
i know tis year i've been such a horrible person!
really no jokes! :( my mistake i don't think ppl can forgive me!
but thank god! he do forgive me i guess!
hmmm....life is like a river! it will cut through when it meet an obstacle!
life also can be beautiful when e right person came into our life!
they paint it with 100 thousand different colours!
how beautiful! tis year has also been a rough year for me!
keep on falling sick! its irritating!
wad more this year i lost a few of my love ones! :(
tis year too i took my first o level! i guess i can't make it!
well i know i study hard hard but i too know that i can't make it!
haiz....i should have nvr thought of doing such things!
im once again sorry! made u wasted ur time so much!
when i knew you could have a better person in your life!
i hope you are not mad at me! i hope so too! (:
i hope you did forgive me for all that i have done! (:
i know you would not read tis but still...i'm here to ask you for forgiveness!
if you can't forgive me i understand but pls dun bear any grudges towards me!
i guess u wouldn't even wanna b my friends...yes i know!
but dun worry i will pass you back all the things you gave to me....
or should i say ade! all those things that is meant for ade....
hmmm....dun worry i will do it!
but too bad it's all too late....
we don't have e strength to turn back d time!
i just wish you would find somebody who is much better!
while im tryin to forget everything i just can't!
i just can't find e way to let go of you...
but don't worry i will keep my distance from you...
you should go n get your brazillian gf! hahas haahs go! go! go!





it has been a long post but no matter wad it's all worth written.
not workin today & im goin to watch fireworks wit peepoooss!
so ya at esp (: so ppl see me must wave & say hi at me! (:
or better still from far away show NANA! hahas hahas hahas (:
wait OMG! SCHEDULE CHECK! IM WORKING TMR!
OH MANN! i wanna enjoy my new year! how to like dat!
tis irritating man! oh mann! haiyo! suddenly feel tired to work!
but nah its ok tmr work till 7! (:
i dun mind come back home can rest! (:
can sleep tightly! (:
how i wish i could received a message from you right now!
or even better a phone call!
or give me a surprise by dropping by at my work place tmr!
and sent me bck home! hahas haahs hahas! wishful thinking!

OMG! OMG! OMG!
been really busy lately ith work! :(
tired! tired! tired! :(
need rest! need rest! need rest!
but nah its ok! im going to have tmr! yeah! (:
but new year day im work! LOL! (:
will be watching fire works at esplannneedd! (:
yeah but no date yet! :( hahas hahas hahas
ok ok nid to go off now! (:
will be startin work at around 12 so nid to bath now!
ok la tonight then continue to blog! (:

All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I'm officially missing you (:
OMG! IM TIRED. (:
WORKING WAS FUN!
GAGO 1 & 2 was really entertaining!(:
really learn! but i need to learnt more things (:
nt giving up!
i made a big mistake!
i never charged the credit card of the customer!
OMG! le! :( when matt told me i was like OMG!
how! how! how! :(
i was really scare that im going to get fired! :(
hahas hahas met boss today (:
damn im tired! saw tis boyy at werk place kinda cute! (:
hahas hahas hahas but we nvr talked!
nt even smile at hiim! GOSH! how?
nah its ok! (: can't b bothered! (:(:
ok la need to rest tmr still working! (: hahas hahas hahas (:
ok goodnites (:

ok beybeh! i got a job! (:
wooohhhoooo! HAPPY GILE! (:
startin work tmr! so excited! (: yeah ppl!
ok hornys lailai support me! come come buy flowers from me! (:
HAHAHAHAH! but must go thomson there AND order! (:
i will b workin from 8 - 5 pm HAAHAHAHA ok la not so bad!
went for interview yesterdae n immediately gt e job! (:
will b workin at the retails. n totatllay excited abt it! (:
HAHAHAHAH!
good deal! (: CHRISTMAS COMING!
shuld be very busy! (:
so sorry all babes can't make it for this Wednesday nites out!
my bet! next time we shuld go out tgt! (:
woootttssss! hahaahehehe!
todae wake up early accompany mum go market!
see so gooodd! had breakfast but feel like vomitting after eatin!
did some shopping in e market then went home (:
fall sleep! n now stucked at home while its raining outside.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!(:

cycling! (:
yeah we did cycling today! (: n im tired rite nw! (:
went ECP! had lots of FUN! damn it! (:
althought it was raining bt it totally rock my dae! (:
eat so much today! gained weight again! (: hahas hahas
i dn care! (: hmm ok wad shall i do tmr!
oh ya btw GOOD LUCK to everyone
who taking Ns LEVEL RESULT TMR! (:
make e good & wise decision!
dun just choose bcoz u feel like doin so! (:
u must have a reason! n most importantly!
dn tink abt wad ppl gonna say! make e rite decision!
hahas haahs hahas ok ok la!
damn tired nid to rest! (:

resume send! hope i cn get a job asap! (:
loves loves. haiz damn bored at hme.
i change number. yeah.yeah. (:
ok ok tmr shall i go fishing or cycling? i dn knw!
seriously! hmmm i wanna fish bt dn knw who to go wit!
nvrmind i slowly think!
wanna watch sunrise too! haiz bt edward nt here! miss miss.
come bck quickly.
ilah! i wanna bbq picture! :( hw cme i cnt find u in fb???
WEIRD! NVRMIND!
k la im tired. bt wait yesterdae was like OMG! SHIT!
was talkin on e hp wit matin!
i was damn sleepy dat i suddenly say I LOVE YOU to him!
i was suddenly brightly awake when he rply I LOVE YOU TOO!
OMG! SHIT SHIT SHIT! im just scare dat feelings will grow between e 2 of us.
i don't want tat to happen! let not give hope to each other!
im sorry! i'm still in love with someone else!
hmm k la! im tired!

hahas hahas its been long ever since i updated (:
sorry sorry! been really buzy with stuff actually! (:
helpin my friend to set up her online shopping blogshop!
hahas hahas come support people! (: need to find myself a job asap!
no money cannot spent haiz! i wanna go out!
have funn! miss all my secondary sch mates!
sinead! we shuld go out tgt! (:
hahas hahas hahas seriously lots of catching up to b done! (:
for e past few weeks was great! snow city with guides!
woohhhooo! i love snow! (:
at last my wish came thru! playyy with snnowwwww! (:
bbq with family! (:
i wanna bbq for myself pls? (:
anybody wanna sponsor? hahas hahas jk jk!
i miss jackson! (:
can u cme bck early n celebrate christmas with me?
because nobody is willing to spent christmas tgt wit me!
las vegas must b great? long time nvr talked to each other!
miss webcam wit ya! we shuld do dat often! (:
super super badly badly sad! :(
talked to matin yesterdae! (:
hahas hahas we had a chat like super retartdedly!
long time nvr chat! n dat happen! (:
ok la upload pics time nw! (: yeah yeah! (:
but bbq pics nt received yet! sorry (: