tis year my life has been like a roller coaster ride!
theres ups & down! joy & laughter! hate & love! all of them!
but thank god everything is back to normal!
i know tis year i've been such a horrible person!
really no jokes! :( my mistake i don't think ppl can forgive me!
but thank god! he do forgive me i guess!
hmmm....life is like a river! it will cut through when it meet an obstacle!
life also can be beautiful when e right person came into our life!
they paint it with 100 thousand different colours!
how beautiful! tis year has also been a rough year for me!
keep on falling sick! its irritating!
wad more this year i lost a few of my love ones! :(
tis year too i took my first o level! i guess i can't make it!
well i know i study hard hard but i too know that i can't make it!
haiz....i should have nvr thought of doing such things!
im once again sorry! made u wasted ur time so much!
when i knew you could have a better person in your life!
i hope you are not mad at me! i hope so too! (:
i hope you did forgive me for all that i have done! (:
i know you would not read tis but still...i'm here to ask you for forgiveness!
if you can't forgive me i understand but pls dun bear any grudges towards me!
i guess u wouldn't even wanna b my friends...yes i know!
but dun worry i will pass you back all the things you gave to me....
or should i say ade! all those things that is meant for ade....
hmmm....dun worry i will do it!
but too bad it's all too late....
we don't have e strength to turn back d time!
i just wish you would find somebody who is much better!
while im tryin to forget everything i just can't!
i just can't find e way to let go of you...
but don't worry i will keep my distance from you...
you should go n get your brazillian gf! hahas haahs go! go! go!


it has been a long post but no matter wad it's all worth written.
not workin today & im goin to watch fireworks wit peepoooss!
so ya at esp (: so ppl see me must wave & say hi at me! (:
or better still from far away show NANA! hahas hahas hahas (:
wait OMG! SCHEDULE CHECK! IM WORKING TMR!
OH MANN! i wanna enjoy my new year! how to like dat!
tis irritating man! oh mann! haiyo! suddenly feel tired to work!
but nah its ok tmr work till 7! (:
i dun mind come back home can rest! (:
can sleep tightly! (:
how i wish i could received a message from you right now!
or even better a phone call!
or give me a surprise by dropping by at my work place tmr!
and sent me bck home! hahas haahs hahas! wishful thinking!




