not working today yeah! (: need some rest!
but gonna go out later meet girlfriends! OMG!
MISS THEM SO MANY MANY! (:
ok a few minutes ago someone sent me an email!
after reading the email i cn't stop laughing!
like seriously damn funny! especially one of them!
A cat falls into a puddle and a rooster starts to laugh.
what is the morale of the story? a wet pussy makes a happy cock!!!!
hahas haha hahahs! i can't stop laughing reading tis joke!
myy godddd! i knw it some so wrong but still sometimes
some people just need a certain form of entertainment!
hahas hahas hahas i posted it on fb! (:
happy reading n do like it! (: i wonder which crapo invented that! (:
he must b one goooddd damn joker!
any yeah btw i received quite a few email regarding the help out!
i wanna thanks everyone who is giving their support!
thank you! terima kasih! xie xie! nandri! (:
hahas hahas hahas hahas hahas!
btw i have no idea wad to get! IPHONE or ITOUCH?!
OMG! iphone will soon come out will 4 gs! itouch is coming out 64gb!
shit mann! i hate it! i hate it! haiz! like seriously!
my godd! it's so damn hard! arghh hate it so much!
btw gonna be damn busy soon!
need to get my skilled prepared for a pack busy day!
WOAH! hard yeah! i will soon upload my workplace pictures! (:
so be prepared innocent lives!
vday coming! & tis year clashed with chinese new year!
wad else can i ask for??? hahas hahas hahas hahas (:
ok la superly duperly love everyone! (:
need to do some housekeeping now! (:
& btw i dun why im in love with flowers! (:

an indian guy who is fluent in speaking chinese?
IMPRESSIVE!
a pair of little handsome good-looking naughty twins?
ADORABLE!
an all favourite bootlicker?
TAT'S UNNECESSARY!
morning seems to b just perfect! (:
with funny incident! smiling my way to work...hahas hahas hahas!
really damn bored! but super tired rite now! really!
watch avatar 3d a few days back! n yeah! the show was power pack!
love it! love it! love it very much!
if there is other opportunity i wanna go watch again! (:


ok rite now im really planning!
im saving money!
i wanna do a good deed! so i need help!
planning to buy 111 stalk of sunflowers! wanna give it to old folks home!
but i need a helping hand! come on people we can all do tis tgt!
like seriously! we should all do a good deed!
let do it tgt! (: just email me!
subject! VOLUNTEERING! (:
OK! tired now! wanna rest! but need to make a quick hp call to cuzzin jubes!
so yah! after dat wanna sleep start work early tmr!
but end at 5 so yeah! can rest after dat! (:

loves loves people! (:

im really disappointed wit myself!
nt getting myself into e course dat i wnt!
shit man!! i hate it so much! y do they only have jan intake???
can't they have april intake too for dat particular course???
myy god! shit mann! really mad at myself! :(
wadever la! im damn pissed off n damn upset wit myself! :(
rite now i just want to strive & work hard for myself! (:
not going to think abt anithing else! (:
i want to do e best! (:P tis is for myself not anyone else!



i really never expect an sms to come frm all of u.
i appreciate ur advise but guys i hope u all appreciate my advise too.
stop wadever u all r doin. game's over.
dun hurt ppl feelings anymore.
i know u guys wannna knw e reason y i've stp playin e game rite?

its becoz tis game hurt my feeling too much!
& it hurt e feeling of those who i loved so much!
i just cant bare to keep on lying to them.
it is just not me. i feel truely guilt to play out wit ppl feelings.
wad goes around comes around.
im not born to cheat ppl feels! im not!
i hope u guys understand y all tis happen.
im not tryin to betray u guys but i just wnt u guys to tink bck.
tink bck abt everything. seriously. wake up from ur lalala land.
get bck into life. moved on. & b happy wad u have (:

one word to describe. HORRIBLE.
i can't make it to e course that i wnt.
i have decided.
to go where i wnt to go even if it takes me a longer route.
i wnt to achieve something in my life.
even if it takes me a million step to overcome e obstacles.
failing doesn't mean e end in life.
it's actually a start of of a brand new journey.
a journey to discover dat in life dere is choices.
disappointment. throw aside everything.
thinking abt work nw.
im tired. no mood. complete blinded with everything.
i wanna quickly moved on.

an undescriable moment.
truely felt lost over wad had happen yesterday.
clueless. confused.
an event which change my life.
a sudden impact. a true event.
i was having lots of funn in e afternoon.
superly funn. went to open house. visit different booth.
ask so many question. meet old friends. hugs & kisses.
made up my mind. pray hard to godd. (:
but it all started to change. after bbq.
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was abt to go home. sha n d other nana sent me to e bus stop.
they walked bck to e bbq pit n left me alone with some other ppl i dun knw.
334 came. everyone tooked e bus n left me by myself all alone.
no car. no bus. nobody.
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total silence. wind breeze started. felt a sudden coldness.
from the otherside i saw something standing at e staircase.
i ignore. i pretend to see nothing.
but i just can't do it.
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suddenly a tree shake vigorously.
i close my eyes n pray to godd. i turn to my right.
to my worst nightmare i saw tat.
my leg shaking n i wanted to shout for help but im just to weak for it.
i started running & taking out my phone to try calling for help.soon
call ika bt nobody pick up. soon sha gave me a call.
told her to cme pick me up at dat block. they turn up bt didn't see me.
my fear was conquering myself.
i ran quickly after i reliased dat they walk away frm me.
shouting like a mad dog for their name. they still ignore.
ran over. started cryin. hug them. speechless.
that all i can describe. i totally lost of words.
everyone try to come me down. i was tryin to control my fears.
i truely did. tryin my best nt to show my fear. i control.
but i was just too weak. really weak.
lost track of time.
i close my eyes hard. prayin dat it will nt bother me.
one auntie came. hold my hand hard. ask me to hold a stick.
at first i thought it was just an ordinary stick.
but out of a sudden e stick bcome really hott.
can't hold ani longer. just let go. it like a burning sensation.
den i realised my hand was burnin. OMG!
i quickly let go of the thing. tis moment i feel weak n just collapsed.
after dat im clueless n confused over wad happen.
e next thing i know.
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i was lying flat on e floor. my eyes were a killer.
my hair was in a mess. im perspiring. i was crying.
my uncle was by my side. & everyone was staring at me.
my eyes filled wit tears. to everyone im sorry over wad happen.
if im rude. im sorry. if i hit u hard im sorry.
tis wad i can say. e rest if u guys wnt to knw ask personally.


i learnt a few things. tis really teach me a bad lesson.

i wanna go poly open house! but nobody wanna acc me go! haiz!
im tired today! no customer! really bored! OMG!
O LEVEL RESULT IS COMING! EleventJanuaryTwentyTen!
myy godd! can't take off that day! need to go work in e morning!
SHAIT MAN! OH MYY GOD! HAIZ!
nahh its ok! wad ever e result is im gonna accept it! (:
but i really hope dat i will get to enter course that im interested in! (:
change my blog song! (: i wanna b a happy girl!
don't wanna be sad & look back at things! (:
gonna enjoy my last few days! i love my work!
the people im with really funn! (:
wanna do something to my hair but don't yet! (:
i think i wanna ut then rebond my hair! (: wonder if its gonna be ugly!
hahas hahas hahas nvrmind! as long as im happy with it can liao! (:
there isn't any reason to listen to wad ppl say!
coz their critics are just just their jealousy! (:
be more positive in life! (:
hahas hahas hahas crappin!
i wanna buy new shoe! im shoe is retarded! (:
anybody wanna sponsored? (: hahas hahas hahas (:
ok la need to bath & going for dinner after dat
wanna rest my tired hott eyes! hahas hahas hahas hahas hahas hahas
im gonna laugh & smile my way to the bathroom rite now! (:

with love & sincerity aynaa (:

today best of the best! we are standing tall looking in the future!
missing something in life? go & reach out for it!
be the one person who should be loved! forever!
06/01/2010! its today date! im still trying my best to get over it!
i know!
i need to give back everything in order for me to forget everything abt u!
i should do tis!
im stopin time!
i pausing it!
& im trying my best to fast forward it!
i can do tis! i believed in thousand rain drop that drop from the skies!
the grass is always greener on the other side! (:
and ya btw i saw this video! OMG! shit man! seriously damn!
this video happen during countdown! & wad worst!
everyone could just stare & record it!
no one even help the helpless woman! OMG PEOPLE WAD ARE YOU GUYS THINKING?!

lastly im damn tired! i wanna sleep! (: everyone lets go and sleep! (:
goodnite humans of the world! (: (:

oh ya i forgot new picture will be upload soon! (:
with love & sincerity aynaa (:

tired = happiness!
hahas superly duperly happy!
first customer super cute!
i want tis that & those!
here i pay $1000!
but ur item only worth $230!
OMG! i just realised!
sir i have no change!
quickly rush up! exchange $1000 into small change!
hahas haahs rush down & give him the change! $770!
hahas haahs hahas crap! superly crap!
but seriously!
today customer really gettin on my ass!
hahas haahs haahs but over all im really do have fun running around!
get flower! charge cards & transact payment!
hahas ahahs haahs! love touching & smell fresh flower! (:
i really do! love the nature! landscape!
if i culd! i wanna get intop lanscape course when im in poly!
poly open house soon! i wanna go! but no one acc me! :(
im so sad! superly sad! madly sad! haiyo!
i moved on! really moved on!
ppl! should i get an IPHONE or ITOUCH?!
i can't really made up my mine!
haiz! :( im so sad! over things that happen recently!
hmm shall not say things up!

but listen if you think by telling ppl how bad i am!
reflect on yourself dat you was one of them who did all those things too!
so don't bossy around abt things!
seriouslyly it's unnecessary to comment!!

argh! damn! my back really hurts!
just had a bad fall! hit my backbone n rite now havin difficulties to lie down.
like seriously it was raining & the floor was at e bus stop!
i slipped n fall! nobody saw dat! LUCKY! hmm.....
010110! today date! its first jan! im lucky to b celebrating with my peepos!
yesterdae was awesome! we were all like retards! hahas hahas!
watch fireworks at esp dere! den when over n meet some friends at raffles!
i wanna complain! police officers who r on duty! LOVE TO GIVE WRONG INFORMATION!
like seriouslly! we walked damn far n den we have to u turn! MY GODD!
tired ok! after dat when lau pa sat! eat eat eat!
i ate paper tosei n to my greatest shock tis happen!
i was askin the uncle how much was it coz dere isn't any price stated!
tis is wad he reply! how much you wanna pay just go ahead and pay!
in my mind was like uncle u mean even if i pay 50 cents u gonna accept it???
hahas hahas hahas i was really shocking ok! never expect dat kinda answer!
but i pay 2 bucks for my tosei la! (:
second thing i wanna complain!
LAU PA SAT HAS A BAD SMELL! REALLY! SERIOUSLY!
hahas hahas hahas ok la after we when bck to raffles! sit dere till 4 am!
talk cock! took pictures but guys sorry pictures r nt with me! HUMPH!
unfair! i was really jealous yesterdae!
turn left! turn right! look infront! turn back! alot of people was carrying camera!
so jealous! mummy daddy can i have canon eos pls? hahas hahas hahas!
reach home around 5 n went to sleep! immediately!
woke up at 730am! to get ready for work!
like horrible! i slept only like wad 2 1/2 hrs only!!!
omg tired tired! super tired! having cock eye now! really!
tmr nid to work but yah lucky tmr start at 12! hahas hahas hahas!
i wanna upload picture but can't!
mad mad! super mad! how i wish yesterdae nite we could watch fireworks tgt!
yeah! bothof us! i know it sound so weird but true! i wish dat could happen!
as the fireworks was shoots out into the skies! i cried!
think about you & me! how we used to be! all my lies! all the heart ache!
all those phone calls! messages! chat!
when i think all about it tears start running like a tap!
but i control! putting a front brave! i know between the 2 of us we are nothing!
and we should remain dat way! i know dat! hmm ok la let stop talkin abt it!
coz its no use! time to moved on! whole day at work was really sleepy!
keep on falling asleep! cannot take it!
now reach home can't sleep! shit man!
hmm ok la im tryin to forget abt it & going to bed!

with love & sincerity aynaa (:
& ya was browsing e internet & this few picture catches my attention!
very sincere & pure! (:
but i cant' upload it! :(
SUPER SADD RITE NOW! :(